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Yeah, home sick again...blargg. Tomorrow, I'll probably be at school.
But I did want to tell you all something...you guys really do make me happy. I woke up in the middle of the night because of my cold. You may be thinking, "Zelds, do we really care?" or something along the lines of that, but the answer is no, you probably really don't. Anyway, I woke up and checked dA (because that's what I do in the middle of the night, not go back to sleep but go on my tablet for the remainder of the night) to two features. I just--... You guys really do make me happy, a lot. While I haven't gotten many watchers from the features -- only one --, to me, the watcher count is just a number. I'd feel the same if I had 500, or 1000, or even 10. But the matter that you guys all like me, and want to see more of what I can do, whether that is literature, art -- my main focus --, coding or just helping, it's really touching to me. I don't know what people say behind my back, and nor would I want to in some cases, but these features warmed my heart. I guess you wouldn't call them "talking behind a person's back" but I didn't know I was going to get a feature, so it could probably fall in the same category.
These people said, verbatim, "A great and wise friend, she really cares, she is totally getting better in art! She has really nice coloring with some cheap commissions! Not watching her would be a mistake!" and, "This woman is an expert in coding stuffs. She's knows everything, EVERYTHING going on on DA. She's very cool. :3". So, to honour them, I'd like you to visit these people: Kozafire and KuroKnix. They said those things respectively, so Kiti said the first thing and Knix said the latter.
By the way, this journal's gonna be kind of long because I really want to say some stuff, and this is long overdue. xD
This next part refers to a couple of my polls. I had asked if I inspired any of you guys not long ago and... your replies were stunning.
sclongami said, "It's just a super hard question; you inspire me in a lot of ways. xD
Your personality is one of em...
When I'm thinking of you--or one of my other friends-- when I'm doing something super hard, then I get it done better and faster as if I were doing it for you...
I really love the eyes in your art...
ummmm...
//we all know I have a super crazy obsession with eyes"
And Zeldeon even went so far as to say I inspire her by never giving up. These mean a lot to me, and... well, I can't explain it exactly.
Those two girls have been with me through a lot too...and I say the same about them. Give those four girls mentioned before some attention, okay?
Quite possibly the biggest mention -- at least as of yet -- is to goldnretriever. In my poll relating to what Pokemon I would be, he had said this, "Yep... mostly Pansage.
And Zeldeon even went so far as to say I inspire her by never giving up. These mean a lot to me, and... well, I can't explain it exactly.
Those two girls have been with me through a lot too...and I say the same about them. Give those four girls mentioned before some attention, okay?
Quite possibly the biggest mention -- at least as of yet -- is to goldnretriever. In my poll relating to what Pokemon I would be, he had said this, "Yep... mostly Pansage.
Pansage have this look that they has a lot of energy (like how monkeys usually do). In a Pokedex entries, they relieve stress using the leaves in their heads. Not only that, they also have berries growing in their head in which they like to share.
Basically, you have a very uplifting nature. You seem to be cheerful, even if it's despite the stress that others occasionally cause to your friends. Like the Pansage, you care for your friends, comforting them via your kind words like the leaves and relieve some stress. You also share your blessings to other people, even if it's just a feature in a poll."
Goldy's had many kind words to say to me...he's a CSS genius, guys. He's given me tips for art and really has shown me utmost kindness. ...And I'd like to pay it back to him, even if I don't need to...because I feel like I need to.
So many of you have shown the signs of kindness and friendship. I thank you all for that, not just my friends who I have mentioned above and in other journals. Because so many of you have helped me with personal issues and all of that...so many that you cannot fathom. But many have extended into some of my best friends. You know why I took off the thing that said like "friends" on my profile and showed all of their icons there? because all of you are my friends. All. I couldn't really name you all. Plus, I don't want to choose you all, because if I get to know you, all of you will have a special place in my heart.
It's almost to my second year on dA, guys, Four more months, on Thursday I believe. In almost two years, two hundred and fifty two watchers, and even more friends. Like I said at the beginning, the watcher number is just that. A number. It wouldn't matter if I saw 252 in math, or whatever. But the sheer amount of friends I have made and improvement I have shown is really incredible to me. I mean, it was only like in October of 2013 that I decided to pick up HTML, and now I'm learning it... (Like last night I learned the helpful codes of < ul>/ < ol> with < li> to create unordered and ordered lists) And I'm learning about many other things too.
Sorry this journal is so long, but I really needed to say some stuff. You guys are awesome, simply put...for the lack of a better term, of course. xD
See you guys later.
~Zelds
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